I am well into my third week using the Thinking Slimmer Slimpod and after two weeks of amazing results week three was/is turning out to be a complete disaster.
I am struggling to know just how or why it all went so wrong? So I will start where I think it went wrong……. one night, Thursday I think, I fell asleep. That was it. I fell asleep without listening to my chocpod. It didn’t even register in my tired brain before I closed my eyes. Nothing, nada I just went to sleep.
Surely one night wouldn’t do any harm would it? Possibly not but when I done it again a few nights later, Sunday, it was obvious I had slipped into old habits. I didn’t notice at first, but sat here now thinking about the last few days diet wise, I can kind of see it. My will power crumbling, my stomach groaning from not only all the chocolate, but also the junk that followed too.
This got me thinking…….. is the chocpod actually working or am I just thinking it’s working. Is it all down to me after all. Me wanting it to work I am actually controlling my will power and therefore diet all by myself? It’s hard to know for sure, the cynic in me always questioning it, second guessing myself, the chocpod, my appetite for chocolate? Do I genuinely not want or crave the stuff or am I just getting better at refusing myself to over indulge?
One thing I do know for sure is that whatever is happening, my chocpod is helping me to regain the much needed control and restraint where chocolate is concerned and for now that is enough for me to know and I will be even more concious of making sure I absolutely do not miss it out again before I go to sleep and hopefully I can get back on track quickly, here’s hoping anyway!
If you would like to follow my journey with the Slimpod you can read myand posts and hopefully week four will be a much better week, fingers crossed!