*whistles a merry tune* hmm Hmmm hm hmm .
Is any one here?
I am I made it am I late?
I’m talking to myself now and I cast a glance upwards at the sky. Expectant black clouds hang pregnant in the sky. Teasing me with single drops as if to taunt me for running out with out anything to protect me from a downpour.
Damn it, I mutter my shoulder instinctively draw up to my ears as if this act alone will keep me dry.
It’s no use the clouds have set free their cargo and are showering us with here big heavy raindrops.
I start to speed up getting faster and faster looking searching frantic now
Why now why tonight of all places why here. Where there was no shelter from the unforgiving storm no where to hide.
I run to the meeting place my heart beat matching my rapid breaths and I forget. For one moment I forget why I am here I just need to get there. To that exact spot.
To where it all started to where I would wait
I sit down and through my rain splattered glasses I see the time. And I take my place.
No one else is here. I didn’t think they would be but I didn’t want them to be you see. I haven’t missed a day. Same time same place. It’s been almost 20 years now but tonight I finally see you and I know you see me. 20 years I’ve waited for this moment, for you to come back to me. To touch your face, run my fingers through your hair. Yet right now it doesn’t matter your here with me. Your so close I can almost touch you.
I hold my breath and close my eyes just for a second I can feel you, so close now but I can’t open my eyes. I don’t want to open them, I don’t want to spoil this perfect moment.
But I don’t need to. I just know.